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Sunday, October 17, 2010

-Secondary 3 Camp @ Pahang, -> CAVE- 

Okay Hi! I swear i miss those fun times I had with my 3'Benevolence @ Pahang for our Secondary 3 Camp. I'll be forever missing those moments, right luvs ? Heheheh! Plssss springfield, i want another camp outing with my mates pretty pretty pls! Hmm so yeah i'm so missing school already, especially my 3'BRR honeybunches! Monday & Tues, no school. It's a holiday for us springfielders, marking days! So this two days, will be sitting around at home with my labby. Hopefully eyrah would be able to come down to my crib. Untuk ketahuan semua, yasmin orangnya tak suka merayap-rayap. I'm a home person (; Only with family and with my closest girls, baru min okay go. Kalau tak, jgn harap minn nak keluar. The only plans I have during this upcoming two-mths hols are only outings with my usual babygirl's to karaoke, hopefully an outing with 3'Benevolence familiaa to sentosa, and! to celebrate my birthday with my fantabulous family and usual babygirls! Plusplus, i'm looking forward to th class chalet and th usual family gathering with daddy's side ♥ i hope everything goes well plan. Insyaallah Aminnnn! I'll update whenever i feel like updating alright, i'm more to tumblr honestly. flying kisses honeybee's! *

Hey Haziq _|_, thank you so much for making my life a fcuking hardcore yeah? You're behaving like an immatured 16 yr old, not admitting to your own mistakes. Oh please, you're the worst among the worst then the other guys that I've met. Favourite nah sekali kau kutuk-kutuk ex aku, abeh kau sekarang ni mane punye bagus? Pakcik pakcik, tolong sedar diri kau siket. You wanna talk about kemanusiaan and respect to my own self? Well, where's yours may i know ? Like I said, cerminkan diri kau dulu before you start your shit talking. You come and go whenever you feel like it, and you dont even have the guts to tell me straight forwardly why you're doing it. That wouldnt hurt that much. But instead, you just abandon me and then kau buat aku mcm anjeng kau? That hurts even more. Where's your sense of humanity now, jerk ? I'm a girl, yeah i know. I still have my dignity, aku maseh adr harga diri. I didin't knw that everything would turn out this way. Why cnt you just admit to ira that you've told me what I told ira? Nobody's gonna kill you. Th thing is now, you're denying what you've said to me about ira, and you're badmouthing about me to ira, plus, you're putting th whole blame on me. Wth is this? I'm a girl with feelings haziq, and it hurts me so deeply after all that you've done. I taught that finally, you would be the "final" one to guide me after Sean, I taught you were the one that could take care of me, but no.. Instead, you are way worse then the others. What's going on with you haziq ? Where's the old haziq that I know ? Honestly, i don't gove a damn about what's happening between us and ira, because I know i'm not in the wrong. I didin't make up any stories. So, say what you wanna say about me, I know i'm not at fault. We'll just see what happens on thursday. I'm gonna stand up for my rights, and you're gonna be out of words. I promise.


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Thursday, October 14, 2010


Meet Juliet Nikora San, my mamee chong ♥ This wonderful lady had been there with me to wipe away my tears when I had no other choice but to cry when I can't keep my tears for much longer, she was there to gave me support, she gave me the courage and strength for me to move on with my life without him. Babe, thank you so much for everything. I know that deep down you're way the opposite like how you are on the outside. I don't care what others say about you, cause I've known you for quite a long time, and almost every school day we spend time with each other. Ann, even if you don't have anybody by your side, you know that me and eyrah will be there for you through whatever you're going through. I love you fatheen nabeelah, very very much <3 <3 <3

It's getting from bad to worse. Now I know presicely who you are. Right now, i need to find a way to forget about you completely. I dont know how the hell am i going to do that, but I know I can. Time will heal everything. Plus, i've got my awesome clique with me. Sean, you're not worth my time anymore. I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings. My tears are not worth for you. I don't deserve a guy like you, I deserve so much better. I don't deserve to get hurt this way. I don't deserve to be treated this way. Mostly, I shouldn't have given you my all. You don't appreciate me, not even one single bit. I've given you so many chances, and yet you blew it off just like that. I'm not gonna wait for you anymore. You broke your promise, so I'll break mine too. We're not meant to be together. You told me before that you're not ready to commit yourself into a serious relationship, i know you can't help yourself not to stick to one, but why can't you just let me to guide you, like how you wanted me to? Everytime you hurt me, I stayed strong because I want to keep that promise. No matter how rough our road is, I'll always be there by your side. But no, you don't realise how much sacrifises I've made for you. Look, if you really don't want me to get hurt, you shouldn't have come to me in the first place. Arrrrrgh. Nevermind, it's okay. I won't drag more about this. I know that I'm strong. I know I will get what I deserve. What goes around, comes around. I won't be there for you anymore if you need me sean, I'll be so far away from you. That's it, no more chances. I've given you just way too much.

"Tuhan maafkan diri ini, yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya. Namun apalah daya ini, bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia" - [Rossa; Terlalu Cinta] .


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Friday, October 8, 2010


"Somebody asked me if I miss you.. I didin't answer. I just closed my eyes and walked away. Then, I whispered 'so much..' "


I gotta try to forget about you. But it seems that it's not working for even just one bit. Especially those memories that we build before when we're together. I still cherish those days that I've spend with you. You really mean a lot to me, eventho you've always hurt me repeatingly. Believe me, I have never ever regret being in a relationship with you. I know what we share was real. Thing's just went out of control between us. Then again, we're living in two different worlds right now. But a promise is a promise. I'll be waiting sean. Words really can't describe how much I'm missing you this moment.

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Thursday, October 7, 2010


; 25/09/10 ♥
- Raya Outing with 3'Benevolence. -
You guys just know how to cheer me up.
Thanks, you awezome people will forever remain in my heart.

Heyhey ~ I've made a decision to re-make a blog,  like again. Tumblr just doesen't complete me. I need some "other place" to let go of how I'm dealing with up's and down's. And furthermore, tengok orang lain ade blog mcm best gituu. Dapat update dapat share. Hah. So yah, will edit more on my background and bio detail's as well. Now's not the right time, cos i'm being lazy. Hehe :P So school today was great, as usual. Everyday being in school is just the shit. Reallyreally! Spending the most time with my 3'Benevolence familiaaa. Today's paper ; Geog & Eng 2. I fing geog easy, seriously. But too bad for me, didin't get to finish up like 5 quests due to the time. Wah swaaay ~ Fed-up sekejap. Cos the paper that was meant to be first was Eng, but the school changed the plan, and let geog be the first paper. Mr Ghazali wasn't informed. But Mr Chiew should be informed, but he didint informed us. Taik lah die. Gerammmmmm betuuul. What to do, what's done is done. Let's just pray that I don't screw the paper, Aminnn. I fcuking need the marks. Science dah tak boleh harap. Tsktsk. Eng paper, I find it hard ~.~ for passage B, plus the cloze passage.  And so, standard lah min, tak dapat habesssss kan paper. Look at how pathetic I am ): Just gotta hope for the best.
After school, went off with Eyrah as per normal. Sisterhooooood lah kan. Hehe. Love youuu babe ♥
Her House -> Tam 1 -> Bought food and drinks (Peruuut dah start perangai :P) -> Tam Mall Open Plaza to eat -> Century Square -> Tam Mall -.- Hahahahaha ! Eyrah went to pick her little sis up from school, while I went back home straight. Tomorrow's chem so boleh lek satu corner. Dah hopeless. No point studying now, tak akan masuk otak. Hehe. Okay I'm donee with today's update. Stay tune alright!


Sean, you should know the reason why I'm angry at you. But that doesen't mean that I hate you. I just don't know how to express my feelings. Whenever I walk pass by or even look at your face, my mood always started to change. And sometimes, I regret showing you fcuked-up faces. Cos right now, I just want us to be friends and not strangers. This distance is hurting me way much, I really can't bare being so far away from you for long. I feel bad. Everytime, I just feel like running towards you and hug you so tight, and to convince you how much I still love you with all my heart. I still love you like before sean, I still do.



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